Wow, this has been harder than I thought.
Everytime I finish a quest and help some bugger of a derf, I have this moment where I think, "What am I doing? I shouldn't be doing this... I"M ONE OF THE GOOD GUYS. Why am I helping the Alliance?".
And the poor Trolls in their ice cave. I had to slaughter them for no reason other than the fact that some dwarf lost his notebook.
So icky. So evil. So this is what it is like when you are playing and this is your 'toon' and not 'you'.
I mean. Dammerung is me. I am Dammerung. I'm an orc. I like axes. I fish.
Serayamuij. She is not me. I control her. She's a gnome. She fishes.
I mean I like her. She's cute. I wish she wouldn't help out the baby-eaters so much, but hey you have to get xp where you can. Also, I'm still working on her story. I mean other than this blurb:
"Hi! I'm Seraymuij. I'm an alchemist. I use magic to melt down bodies for their components then I use the components to make things to drink! I'm also a gnome. Wait! Wait! I'm a good gnome! I'm fighting against all those sterotypes. I don't eat babies. I don't go with the dwarves on their cow killing drives. I don't help the humans kill orcs and enslave goblins. I don't help the night elves create huge magical tree's that draw demons like flies. I'm a chaotic good gnome! I even have two twin sabres in my bags and an imp that can dress like a black panther!"
But she's not me. And its hard.
On the other hand it is nice to level so quickly. And experiance with the game allowed me to get my imp at level 1 :p.
But it will be nice to go back to Dammerung on monday and get to 40 and feel 'Goodguy' again.